Had a really good time praying, reading the bible, looking through a couple of chapters in Smith Wrigglesworth devotional book and saw a couple of Jentezen Franklin's video sermons.. Really stirred up..
Made a serious and renewed commitment to God.. By the age of 30, I will remain single and not think about relationships or marriage at all.. I spent abit of time thinking through and felt I would rather spend the time and money investing in God's calling for my life.. Alot of things will be hindered and stripped off if I am in a relationship or married. I have some dreams to pursue and I will give up all and everything to go for it. The next three years, I want to invest to build up a really solid foundation to propel me for life after the age of 30.
To be really honest, up till now, I also have not found someone whom I really loved to run together in God's calling. Over the years, less than a handful caught my attention. Only a couple set me really praying about it. But ermmmm a waste of time. Only one I got really positive answers it seem. But after some time, personally I din really like. As one ex-colleague, Siti says, "Ahyo Cin Cau.. Why you so fussy?" or "Cin Cau.. Lower your standards.." Hahaha.. Or best, my the other ex-colleague, Charlene says,"Stupid Gary.. This one no gd.. That one dun want.. Go and be monk larx"
I actually sometimes find my life quite amusing.. Oh wells.. Yes really excited for the next three years.. Wana go mission trips in 2010.. Exciting Exciting Exciting.. Gary you can do it!!! Gambatte!!!!!!
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