To my wife-to-be.. =D

To the world you may only be one person, but to me you may
be the world

The secret of a happy marriage is finding the right person. I know you're right because I love to be with you all of the time.

I will treasure the love I receive above all. It will survive long after my gold and good health have vanished.

I don’t love you because you are beautiful, you are beautiful because I love you.

At the touch of love, everyone, even I, can become a poet.

Thought of the day.. =D

Study while others are sleeping; work while others are loafing; prepare while others are playing; and dream while others are wishing.

I must jia you!!!!!

Fruitful day.. =))

Morning.. ermm nothing significant happened.. Had a good discussion with Pastor Jiancong over certain major issue.. good conversation.. =))

In the afternoon, we went down to Emmanuel House to meet up with 3 people from the Youth For Christ.. They had great experience in using sports and adventure activities to connect and reach out to youth.. We talked over the lunch table and also in the office building.. Learn alot during the conversations.. A really good time of connecting.. =))

Today was my lecture at ECTA.. Wah very challenging.. The lecturer is very expressive in his body language but his tone is monotonous.. Duno how he managed it.. Drank 3 cups of coffee to stay awake.. bleah..

God.. I want to grow up.. Stand tall.. Stay strong.. In all my dealings in the ministry, teach and guide me to learn from you.. The gentleness.. Power under control.. Strength beyond measure.. =))

A life like Mr Carl Fredricksen.. =D

Today was just a normal day for me at work.. Nothing much happened.. Well but after work, went to meet my beloved godsister Alina to have dinner.. Then after that, went to watch UP the movie.. It is quite funny but a really family show..

Looking at Mr Carl Fredricksen in the movie whom had a dream to travel to South America with his wife and how the couple shared the similar vision and even though the wife passed away but he still kept that vision in mind.. Really cool.. Looking at my life ahead, really hope that it will be a life of adventure with my *Cough Cough**Wink Wink*... hahaha.. A life of sharing the dreams and running the vision and enjoying one another's company and passion.. Really AWEsome.. =D ..

Oh yah and with the Ah Buei Gin Na and the retarded loyal dog and the mixed breed of ostrich and peacock.. hehehe..

It is time to move on.. The grass is still greener and sky still bluer.. It will be much better..... Oh wells...

Next season: Shepherding(Intensive) + Guys Fellowship(Normal) + Study Essay (Crazy) + Healing/Deliverance/ Spiritual Warfare (Intensive) + Workout/Soccer (Normal) + Shopping (Minimal)

Rest day.. =D

Yesterday during the Sunday service, I managed my first on stage presentation of Camp K.O. To be really honest, I totally freaked out of it. This is my first time public speaking and kinda enjoy it even though I am very nervous. Was intending to stay cool and formal and zai. But ended becoming a standup comedian.. Zzzzz.. But ok larx.. I always make people laugh.. It could be part of my calling.. hahaha.. Even though over the years there are many times during prayer, I was impressed that God called me to preach but really, I would prefer to mentor people and grow leaders. Over the years really like wrestling between the two. haix.. headache.. =(((((((((((((

After Sunday service, had a good dinner and lim teh with Pastor Jiancong, Kenneth Teo and Karen Mok.. Had a good time speaking with them.. hahaha.. Good to meet up with people who can chat and joke and have fun as adults.. This is really such a rare moment.. hehe..

Today woke up at 2pm i think.. Was up and down on the bed during the morning but too nua so just sleep.. hahaha.. Relak for a day.. Spent the afternoon playing PS3 then going to kick around awhile with my soccer ball.. =D .. Gona end the day with some workouts and reading.. =))

Duno what is the problem.. I still dun understand how.. Without communication, how to move on.. So hard.. Even if Angel Gabriel and Michael appears to tell me and reconfirm, I will reject.. It is not like I so desperate liddat.. Zzzzz.. I am a relational person.....

If time could move on slowly...........

Wah wah wah!!!!!! Got so many books but no time and capacity to absorb all.. Xian!!!! .. How I wish God can give me a new brain to process information much faster and write them on my heart those things which He wanted me to remember and live it out.. hehe..

Had a really good time chatting with Christine today (My older godsister).. talked for 2-3hours i think over the lunch table about alot of things.. hehehe.. about ministry, about her life, about my xin shi.. hahahahaha.. I really love her as a sister.. I will take a bullet for her one.. hehehe.. Of course.. I also miss my little godsister Alina.. think she is now busy backside stuck at her school work for this week.. hehehe..

Had a good meeting with Kim Siong and Jonathan at Century Foodcourt.. Believe both of them will go far and hopefully things will work out well as I want to make sure that they will make it to where God wants them to be.. They will... They can.. =D

Went to play soccer with Isaiah and some of his outside kakis.. Not bad.. Had a rather good game but still got much more to improve.. hehe..

Alright gona sleep already.. hope to have sweet dreams... but usually will just sleep till morning.. I am very pig... think if God wana speak to me in dreams, He will be so frustrated at how pig I am.. hahaha.. XD

The start of the day

Yesterday's dinner was great. It take a little while to kickstart things. Maybe cause quite long din actually meet up as a group so gota break ice.. hehe.. Adrian is still the same in terms of size and mannerism.. Charlene is still her cute and funny self.. Siti has matured much more in how she speaks and carries herself but is still someone whom we can relate to each other very well.. Len has her hair longer and straighter and has slimmed down but ermmm we arn't quite same as before... ermmm nevermind.. hahaha

Was very encouraged in my sms conversation with Ben.. He want to rise up and take up my challenge.. Excited.. He will be AWEsome in God's Kingdom.. Can't wait to see how God will raise him and what sort of impact he will make in His Kingdom.. =D

Today will be a long day.. Gona plan what I gona say on Sunday for the presentation.. Gota read finish the chapter on Person-Centered Therapy.. MUST spend time praying.. Read 2 more chapters on "The 5 love needs of men and women".. Meditate on 2 chapters of "Faith" by Smith Wrigglesworth.. Gota go for evening class at ECTA.. Gota continue working out my fitness.. Gota plan what I will be speaking to Johnny and Kim Siong as well as Ben..

A long day... Phew.........................................................................

Challenged.. =D

Spent some time reading "The 5 love needs of men and women" talking about couples in a marriage. Wow really matured me alot. Thank God for this book. Believe I will be a much better husband now when I get married. hahaha.

Body aching after yesterday's workout and training. It shows how "untrained" my body is now. haha. Later gona meet up with my Aspire babes and the new team leader. Wah really miss the times I had with them. It is really fun. Think gona have a good dinner and crazy time. hehe. Oh yah they are treating me as a belated birthday treat. =D

Really excited for the times ahead. Come challenges!!! Bring it on!!!

Soccer at 7th floor

Came back to the office in the afternoon to take my soccer ball. Changed and went up to the 7th floor to kick around. Wah quite happening leix.. a good training ground. Got a wall to practice passing and shooting. Got a gd 10metres of straight concrete ground to practice dribbling.. Very quiet and windy too.. hehe..

After that going to the beach to train up my fitness and physique.. Great workout.. heehee..

Really enjoy this rare occasion where I can keep my mind off things and have my own personal space.. hehehe.. gona just ease myself today.. =D

Alot of things and challenges ahead.. I can foresee it might be tough.. So gona get prepared.. Looking ahead.. XD

Winners always win.. =D

Children... =D

Had a great time in Sunday School today.. Shared briefly about Generations in two Sunday School classes.. Managed to connect with the children.. Abit gan giong at first because doing it for the first time.. but was glad managed to pull it off.. =D

As I was looking at them, I was really excited because among them are the Donovans and the Sabbys .. Wow.. cannot wait to see how God will continue to transform them and the masterpieces He gona mould out of their lives.. =D

Today.. Sabby and Johnny presented me with my birthday present on behalf of the Zone 2 dream team.. A LIVERPOOL AWAY JERSEY with my name printed on and number 9 .. =D .. Was kinda ackward.. duno what to say.. I realised then that I am not very good at verbalising ThankQs.. hahaha.. It was really funny.. =D .. The Dream Team is AWEsome.. XD

Really looking forward to maturing Ben and Kim Siong up.. They could potentially far exceed what I have achieved so far based on the age they started as well as their natural ability to influence.. Hope things turn out well.. hehe

Holy Spirit and the Word

During prayer time at the creche, I was really encouraged by God. Indeed that I really desire to see the demonstration of the Holy Spirit's power manifested in the midst of the young people.

But God also quickened my heart that apart from that, He wants to fulfill His Word in people's lives. God's promises from the bible as well as His promises to the people who hears Him will be fulfilled in their lives.

Many Christians are discouraged because they saw God demonstrating His power to touch lives and giving breakthroughs to people BUT certain promises that they received from God seemed unfulfilled. So they grow weary and lost heart.

God is Spirit and Christ is the Word. May His Holy Spirit's power as well as fulfillment of the Word be established in our lives as we pursue Him.