Rest day.. =D

Yesterday during the Sunday service, I managed my first on stage presentation of Camp K.O. To be really honest, I totally freaked out of it. This is my first time public speaking and kinda enjoy it even though I am very nervous. Was intending to stay cool and formal and zai. But ended becoming a standup comedian.. Zzzzz.. But ok larx.. I always make people laugh.. It could be part of my calling.. hahaha.. Even though over the years there are many times during prayer, I was impressed that God called me to preach but really, I would prefer to mentor people and grow leaders. Over the years really like wrestling between the two. haix.. headache.. =(((((((((((((

After Sunday service, had a good dinner and lim teh with Pastor Jiancong, Kenneth Teo and Karen Mok.. Had a good time speaking with them.. hahaha.. Good to meet up with people who can chat and joke and have fun as adults.. This is really such a rare moment.. hehe..

Today woke up at 2pm i think.. Was up and down on the bed during the morning but too nua so just sleep.. hahaha.. Relak for a day.. Spent the afternoon playing PS3 then going to kick around awhile with my soccer ball.. =D .. Gona end the day with some workouts and reading.. =))

Duno what is the problem.. I still dun understand how.. Without communication, how to move on.. So hard.. Even if Angel Gabriel and Michael appears to tell me and reconfirm, I will reject.. It is not like I so desperate liddat.. Zzzzz.. I am a relational person.....